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The Catastrophe of Birth

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u/defectivedisabled, r/Pessimism

Suffering when seen as a metaphysical force is just like a perpetual machine. It runs on the fuel that is suffering and generates suffering as the byproduct, which it then uses to fuel itself further and continue the cycle. There maybe some peak and trough in the amount of suffering but suffering can never be fully eradicated. Suffering is self sustaining and is basically like a pantheist “God”. We are all part of it and it and it only exists through our suffering. Suffering is the essence of life, it is the reason for everything we do what we do. Suffering makes us perform actions to relief itself but would then create new forms of suffering as a result. A lion kills and eat a zebra so it may stay alive and procreate to further perpetuate this cycle in an ever increasing scale until the zebra population collapses and the lion population collapses as well. This cycle would then start afresh, it is an endless cycle with no end in sight.

We are all parts that made up of this “God” and it is our suffering that gives “life” to it. What this means for we is that we are created to suffer and perpetuate suffering. All for the manifestation of this “God” into the world. You can only do what is allowed within the limits of being a cog in this ungodly machine and any attempts to fight against the will of this “God” is futile. An end to this metaphysical force is nothing to grieve for indeed.

Is it actually possible to assert anything?

Is it actually possible to assert anything with 100% certainty? Read the full page

SMBC – This life is a prison

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Andrew McIntosh – On Conspiracy Theories (Ineffectual Whinging)

One of the main reason for getting into conspiracy theories is to get the illusion that by doing so, you’re exercising some kind of agency in the world. Read the full page

The concept of the “potential” is probably the most stupid lie that is told by people since ever.

If you are able to do something, your brain will lead you to do that, or at least something relating to that (not everyone can become an astronaut, for example, but you will work in related engineering stuff). If your brain won’t, then you won’t.

Once again, the children of the core think to change the inevitable. They do not see the truth, the futility of their actions. We bring purity to chaos, serenity to bedlam. All will be consumed. This is necessary and good. The children do not understand. The children believe their lives worth living.

The children are wrong. The worlds and the core of the worlds live in pain, agony, discord. We bring peace. Equality. Silence.

All are one within our embrace. The children resist what cannot be resisted. They fight a battle that cannot be won. Their actions are ultimately irrelevant. No matter how many times they rise, they will be destroyed. Their time is over. We will consume all.

The “Root”, via “Dreamer” / “Nightmare”, in “Remnant: From the Ashes”

Anonymous 02/09/18 (Fri) 20:03:16 No.3716, obscure imageboard
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But try to look at it with full honesty, without bias: the closer you look at yourself and the actual course of your life, the more you realize the objective fact: you were the Rain Man retard. And all your imaginary lives are delusional fantasies.

There wasn’t a point in your timeline where you were ever close into turning into a functional life.

Translated from Italian by me (WTFPL).

whatever question you’re asking yourself, the answer is that you’re not in control, so ride the wave but be ready to swim

Natalino Balasso, YouTube, @Telebalasso, 2018 New Year’s Speech[🡕], in the end credits

[…] men are stones; they do not change.

Umberto Galimberti, in a lecture

– What I mean is that some people are born to suffer, and if they’re made to suffer, it doesn’t matter because it’s what they were born for.

– That’s horrible.

– The world is horrible; the human being is horrible; but we can’t run away from it, because we are the horror. You have to accept it.

Skins (Pieles) – Eduardo Casanova

Life is unpredictable and control is just an illusion.

Hannah, 13 Reasons Why

Beyond the Sad Passions – Miguel Benasayag

Everything happens as if the permanence of his suffering were the undisputable proof of his identity in the sense of its singularity: “I suffer, therefore I am.” Read the full page

– I tell myself I bear witness, but the real answer is that it’s obviously my programming. And I lack the constitution for suicide.

Rust in “True Detective”

The Crazy Woman Next Door – Conversation with Alda Merini

Unfortunately, the soul, which by the way is what then writes and survives […], is the part that flies over matter and is the one that’s the most attentive and the most painful: namely, seeing the deterioration of the body, this soul distress itself, it… above all, it loses its way. Continue reading

– No, I don’t believe that bad people exist; I believe that various forms of desperation exist. Some of these forms are so intense that the person who is suffering from them becomes the perpetrator of their own crimes, but not the mastermind. They find themselves committing a crime with astonishment.

Silvano Agosti – Ricky Farina (@rickyfarina) – “Dialogo con Silvano” (“Conversation with Silvano”), https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=anXfrcF-zE4[🡕]

Madrid, 1987 – David Trueba

You’d be surprised by how many people aspire to be completely normal. We’re a race apart. You have to fight to the teeth for not end up being one of them. Read the full page

– No, no, you’ll have a thousand nights like this one. You won’t remember this. Everything will be forgotten.

– Everything?

– Everything.

– Why’s that?

– It’s sort of a natural… A law of nature.

– A rule?

– Yeah.

“Oslo, August 31st”

(Direct link to the video[🡕]) "Oslo, August 31st" (2011) - "The rule" scene

The Conspiracy Against the Human Race – A Contrivance of Horror – Thomas Ligotti

The horror handed down to us will be handed down to others like a scandalous heirloom. Being alive: decades of waking up on time, then trudging through another round of moods, sensations, thoughts, cravings—the complete gamut of agitations—and finally flopping into bed to sweat in the pitch of dead sleep or simmer in the phantasmagorias that molest our dreaming minds. Read the full page

People always end up the way they started out. No one ever changes. They think they do but they don’t. If you’re the depressed type now, that’s the way you’ll always be. If you’re the mindless happy type now, that’s the way you’ll be when you grow up. You might lose some weight, your face may clear up, get a body tan, breast enlargement, a sex change, it makes no difference. Essentially, from in front, from behind. Whether you are 13 or 50, you’ll always be the same.

Palindromes; also quoted in Morgondagen by Apati

You can change your face But can’t change your mind No matter what you do

Benny Benassi – No Matter What You Do

Chance doesn’t exist
But the path of life is not totally so predestined
Time and chronology show us how all should be
In the ways of existence
To find out why we are here

Being conscious is a torment[🡕]
The more we learn is the less we get
Every answer contains a new quest
A quest to non existence, a journey with no end

No one surveys the whole, focus on things so small
But life’s objective is to make it meaningful
Only searching for this
That which doesn’t exist
Although our ability to relativize remains unclear

I’m not afraid to die
I’m afraid to be alive without being aware of it

I’m so afraid to, I couldn’t stand to
Waste all my energy on things
that do not matter anymore

Our future has already been written by us alone
But we don’t grasp the meaning
of our programmed course of life
Our future has already been wasted by us alone
And we just let it happen and do not worry at all

We only fear what comes
And smell death every day
Search for the answers that lie beyond

Epica – Sensorium; lyrics by Mark Jansen

Waking Life – Richard Linklater

A thousand years is but an instant. Read the full page

Translated from Italian by me (WTFPL).

Already from our dusk of birth, begins a destiny. Ruthless, for most human beings: if you are not born a billionaire, you are doomed forever. You have to give in to the everyday, procure stimuli for the project; instead of de-projecting, you are damned to the drawing.

As it began, it was over already, as in all Lorenzaccesque misadventures. If I had been the billionaire Schopenhauer, I certainly would not have written “The World as Will and Representation”. I would have been careful not to: one is not born to work, to explain oneself, to think; one is not even born to un-think, because even that is engaging with thought. One is not born to manage, to act-suffer: all this is inflicted upon us by circumstances.

Just as we passively endure every prenatal perception, we will also endure the signifier. In the recurrence of life, discourse will never belong to the speaking being.

The registry office, the studying to survive, condemn us to in-forming ourselves, to form ourselves, deform ourselves, to become hunchbacked like Leopardi, just to have a part, when we would want nothing more than to put aside art, and life itself too. A true curse.

Carmelo Bene, Autografia di un ritratto (“Autograph of a Portrait”)

Disorders of the Self – New Therapeutic Horizons: the Masterson Approach – James F. Masterson and Ralph Klein

It is very common for schizoid individuals to present for treatment in their 30s and 40s, at a time when the possibility of a relationship is growing more tenuous and that of companionship seems to be getting more and more distant. Read the full page

Anyone who isn’t born with the necessary wings will never grow them afterwards. Anyone who can’t drop instinctively and at the right second like lead on prey will never learn, and there’ll be no point in his watching others who can, as he’ll never be able to imitate them. One dies in the precise state in which one is born, our hands mere organs made for catching instinctively or letting what one has fall through one’s fingers.

Italo Svevo – A Life

The World as Will and Representation

[…]But, besides all this, death is the great opportunity no longer to be I;—to him who uses it. During life the will of man is without freedom: his action takes place with necessity upon the basis of his unalterable character in the chain of motives (ed. cause-effect chain). But every one remembers much that he has done, and on account of which he is by no means satisfied with himself. If now he were to go on living, he would go on acting in the same way, on account of the unalterable nature of his character. Accordingly he must cease to be what he is in order to be able to arise out of the germ of his nature as a new and different being. Therefore death looses these bonds; the will again becomes free; for freedom lies in the Esse, not in the Operari[…]

Arthur Schopenhauer, The World as Will and Representation, as found in “generic_gnostic_01_shard” in the video game “Cyberpunk 2077” (2020)

A leopard can’t change its spots.

A saying

I know that people’s lives are not their own; it is not for them to direct their steps.

Bible – Jeremiah 10:23